18.11.05
yesterday was an interesting day. two people asked me out...and im quite surprised because they arent exactly people i keep in contact with...just people that i once spent some good times with before though. am honestly still considering whether i should go. im quite apprehensive. will see whether my schedule allows it first.
i dreamt that i was screaming at celeste last night. haha. like the way i scream at my younger cousin when he seriously pisses me off. and celeste was behaving like my younger cousin too...irritating me to my limit. haha. i dont mean yr irritating cel, haha...i dunno why i just dreamt it la. :)
this weekend's dedicated to reproduction, biology. huge burden that i cant wait to be liberated from. sigh. anyway going to send my sister off to judgement grounds in a few minutes' time. haha. my mum's funny...wants her to stop where she is, whatever the outcome is. funny woman. as it is, she was so supportive of her...(and my dad was the contrary), and now it's the other way round. i'd say that she should just go all the way out. whats the point in going for something and then quitting after you've taken the first step, especially if it's successful. i'd be immensely undignified if i couldnt put myself to the full test...to prove myself. even if i fail, at least i know i'd tried. oh wells. all the best sissy.
i read pisces' horoscope today. it was just a one-time thing. but it didnt signify anything optimistic for me. in fact, it instilled fear. ignorance is bliss. im such an idiot to keep forgetting that.
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16.11.05
running out of blog material. somehow there isnt much to talk about these days...maybe because it's the examination period.
but tmr's a self-declared mid-exam break. YES! the four of us sub-divided ourselves into different departments today during lunch, haha. so we each have different responsibilities for managing prom preparations. i think it works much better this way...to have things organised, rather than "see how...". it really screws things up and never gets them done. so tmr's the start of prom prep. woots! we're off to collect our dresses followed by a girls-only secret agenda. cant wait. the boredom's killing me.
u've no idea how many times i dialed. it's futile to be angry, so im not. then it leaves me wondering how i should deal with it then. anyway glad yr fine.
i love this! it's just so wacky.
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14.11.05
it's about halfway through...although it feels like a huge leap closer to the end. probably because the remaining papers, after tomorrow, are mainly multiple choice ones. it's quite a feat to have survived this far.. as for the results, that's another issue altogether. pessimism is starting to sink in..unfortunately. and dreams usually reflect the worry and anxiety. im so proper-sleep-deficient!
darl come home quick. i'd do anything to make wednesday evening come sooner! sis too. miss u all. :(
physics of fluids better be easy tomorrow. it's usually my saving grace.
all the best guys.
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